Or...something like that....

I am FREAKING out here!!!!!!!!!!!

This whole part...in Radio TBS....I can't...do it....I just don't think I can....it's a REALLY small part... I have 2 scenes in it...One with "my mom" and another with "the ettiqiutte lady" (sp?) and then there is the nativity scene I have a 1 word sentence in the midst of my eating....

I am bad at memorizing....and I HATE being onstage... Elicia is supposed to be the one nervous about going onstage, NOT me! I am suppost to be the support "Hey E, you can do it..." but NOOOO I am the source, I am the one freaking out because I can't act and I hate being under the lights and I hate being in front of large crowds of people....

And the one spot I have a small paragraph....I am CENTER stage, ALONE, with a frekin spotlight on me!!!

Gee, Mike will have fun with THAT one!

I can't do this....

I am gonna have a panic attack before I even begin my rehearsals....omg...omg...What am I gonna do?

I tried to memorize the stupid little paragraph and it just goes in and then right back out....and yet Elicia has already memorized part of hers.....

:-(

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